weary? frustrated? confused?
ah, yes. I feel like we've hit an all time low in our adoption. A year ago I never thought we would hit this point....and I secretly vowed I would never write those kind of blogs.
but, i feel Satan creeping in.
perhaps it's because we have been at a standstill with no referrals for over 12 weeks...
and part of me is leary that this will ever happen....
it seems so surreal.
we're so close---yet it feels years away (i'm the inpatient one)
perhaps you can say a little prayer for my heart...and my attitude.
and for God to be close and incredible real to me right now.
i need it and HIM so bad.
BUT, we do have exciting news....our dear friends, Rachel & Doug just announced they are adopting from Ethiopia!!!! My heart bursts with joy for them (& for future play dates!) Congrats, friends. So, so, so excited for y'all!
that's life. incredibly real...raw emotions and all.
grateful His mercies are new every morning.